Sunday, August 1, 2010
@ 2:14 PM
YAY went out for movie yesterday with stead :]
Was having a bad day due to some issues, but cheered up after that.
Went to aunt's house for my niece's first month, but epic, my dad got the date wrong, wasted trip.
But my niece so cute! -inserts manymany hearts-
Wanted to catch the 10.20pm show but left separated seats so went for the 11.50pm one instead.
Meanwhile we roamed around the deserted mall, awesome. Talked about many stuff, omg, Carnie and her horny-ass yaoi shit. Pollute me only nia!
That mofo, wear the heels wear so high, make me look like some shortie -.-
Got one part damn epic, we at the lift outside slacking, talking then she telling me her yaoi shit mah, then we din know the lift door open, saying about cum shooting at cameraman then some bangle came out, HAHAHA, epic shit okay. Then my ass facing the lift somemore(I was in an unglam position -.-)
The movie(Inception) is so freaking chim :/ and the lollipop machine eat my money -___-
Half the time I asking Carnie wtf is going on. But it was awesome (Y)
Hate the gunshots though, so loud, scared me :/
After movie went to taxi stand waited for Carnie's mom to pick us up, like wtfff, she waiting for us kena $100 fine, I felt so guity kay :/
Reached home around 3am, comp awhile till 4am+ and went off to bed.
Tomorrow is monday, FUUUUUUUUUUU.
I'm tired of talking back. I'm tired of trying to explain things you'll never understand. You don't even try. I just want to be more normal. To fit in. To be happy. I only have one life. I just want to live it my way. I don't want to grow up having nothing to remind me of my teenage days. You don't even see my pain, how hurt I am. How much I distance myself from you. All of you. I can't even fit in in my own family. I don't want to talk back anymore. It's useless. Save me some agony. I give up, on you as parents. You don't see me for who I am, that's why I keep constantly changing just to please you, to be who I am today. I'm unhappy, but I hope you're happy. The main reason I hurt myself? Well, this family.
LMAO.
Some old photo I found in her phone, like 200000 years ago.
Ahem *coughscoughs* awesome photographer.
