Tuesday, October 19, 2010
I'll be ok. @ 9:10 PM
Today was a bad day. Sorry e4, for my poor performance during debate today. Especially Huda and Jasmine. I know you both really spent a lot of effort and time on it, and I had to fuck it up cause I was too nervous. I'm really sorry ):
Extremely disappointed in myself. I had a chance to showcase what I could do and I blew it entirely.
Went down to canteen, tables only got Wt, Ry and me. DisappointmentX2. Felt really invisible, like I didn't exist. I recognised that feeling. Left the table and went to ISH alone to avoid it.
Had a CO experience thingy, Duah is seriously irritating. He throw the crackers at me and it went inside not only my shirt, it went inside my friggin bra. Lcb. They mentioned Jay Chou, omg my bf. I love him :) CO experience ended, went to canteen toilet.
Dear baby girl, don't let your tears flow down anymore. Maybe the words I say now cannot go into your head, but you're so much more precious than you think you are. Whenever you feel alone, remember that I'm there. I always will be there. Don't be sad and never ever hurt yourself again.
Walked around T1 waiting for Nizam and Aw. Played with the rainwater, WLAO ):
Off to Ikea. Saw Syaf, Randyne, Dhruv, Jasmine. Had a pretty fun time there, laughing non-stop, high sia. Found the things we wanted and left the place, went T1 and bus-ed 81. "1hour $5", laugh like dk what sia! Aw came to my house to do some stuffs and left soonafter. Sent him to Inter.
All in all, it was a real sucky beginning of a day but it ended on a nice note, I think.
Shoutout to NIZAM<3
"Just gonna stand there and watch me burn!"
"Hi Nizam!" *slapslap*
