Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Never go back to what you were before, smile. @ 5:39 PM
Boonhoe's hair changed or something. Now he looks weird in this picture LOL.
Miss this truckloads by the way, super fun.
Kay, the past 2 weeks have been a blur. So I shall blog about the random days I can remember.
I remember going to find Wangzhen and a guy called Khairul, they so cute doing the mime thing, I kept laughing :) Then Wz came to my house until 8+, and we he saw Ruien, I was busy texting then never see, he also never tell me till she left. Pissed >.> RUIEN LEH WLAO. See Chiobu never tell me.
Sumrah made me stay back to make up for so many remedials I skipped, opps. Lucky I always carry decoy phones :) And I haven't been bathing regularly, too tired then always fall asleep in my uniform, next day wear the same unifor to school somemore wlao. Eww. Conflake hair also >:
Stayed in for recess one day with Kengyang, Jaryl, Zhanhao. Broke, only brought 5cents and Boonhoe borrowed that, epic, fail. Talked about so many funny stuff. Thanks Xw for the biscuit :3
KFC with Denise, then looked for Clarissa's present :) Had so much fun with Calvin, Martin L., Ky, Bh. I think C and me broke the brooms already -__- Seriously epic. Laugh until cannot laugh. Then wanted to kp C by taking his stuff and I ransacked Syafiq's bag and threw his stuff out of the window instead -__- Locked C in the balcony (Y) Playing with brooms, best fun I've had in awhile :)
Went Manpuku to meet Ruiqi, Vivian, Leeboon, Nicholas. Studied -coughs- Super hungry then no money then they all ate their expensive dinners there -.- Left at 9plus go 7-11 then bused home.
Remedial on saturday. Late cause I was doing DNT, thank goodness Sumrah didn't scold. She super cute can! She was totally camwhoring in front of us then we laugh like mad. I have a cute home teacher :> I think my view of her really changed since beginning of this year :)
Physics and maths remedial yesterday. Calvin is VERY irritating I swear. Pour crackers on my hair eh, WLAO. Dog or what. Forever alone -__- CEO of rubbish dump. Fucking funny that Kengyang, owned Xinzhi. "Gen ni tong jia xiang de leh!" PWNED :) Ky the handicapped -laughs-
And I found out why Mr Goh dislikes me so much last time. I scolded him on FB and he found out, what the. and dk who told him I skip his remedial go pasar malam(untrue). ALEJANDRO~
Busy with exams these few days so it's great that EOYs are sort of over, HAH, POA AND AMATHS STUDENTS nehnehnehnehpupu. Sleep extremely late because of late minute chionging. Tomorrow can sleep in :) So today had maths paper2 and Physics. Met hamburger otw to school. Missed her so much. Anyway, I will get f9 for maths. Kaddy Koh is out of his mind. Physics did wrong question, @Nizam. Went to 1.80 chicken rice with Nizam, Sj, Ry after that. Super retarded. Kept disturbing another group of guys. Goh Zheng Xuan :P
Went ws with Nizam walk ard and then left for home. His younger brother is cute!
Kay, I shall post more regularly from now on, super freaked out for my results though. Suddenly it comes upon me that this year has already gone by. It's really fast. I realised that I haven't actually adapted to my class. I'm a loner! ): Kay, whatever. I miss the old IS periods, I miss clique being more bonded. I miss laughing. I miss everything. So yeah, soon, the new year will start and O'levels will be brought upon to us by the devils. Kay, I am seriously just being plain retarded now. My point is, I realised I don't treasure my time. I don't treasure the people around me enough. Must change this bad habait :/
Sijing! Gillian! Weiteng! Simin! Carnie! Cherlyn! Jiaying! Xinwei! Ruiyi!
Shall do a post dedicated to you guys soon. Miss all of us being together. Better come read hor ):
So I should be going off now, gonna celebrate ahgong's birthday. Tomorrow is my mom's birthday, oh god, I haven't gotten anything. Study group with awesome lit babies tomorrow, anticipate many laughs :D Then probably family dinner at a restaurant(God how I hate Family dinners) and after friday's paper, KBOX :)
I shouldn't feel this way but I feel like the painful times are back. Maybe I misjudged all of you, thinking that you might have actually bothered. I don't know. It kinda sucks.
I thought you would be there. But I guess I thought wrong. And it really hurts. Tell me what to do? Maybe you were just like the others. You never really cared about me right from the start. When I watch every single one of you change, I watch you grow up.
It kinda sucks but if you're happy, I think it's great. And if you fall, don't forget I'm always gonna be there. As a substitute, a tool to help you back up on your feet, anything. I'll be there.
If one day you feel like crying, call me. I can't promise you that I will make you laugh, but I can cry with you.
If one day you wanna runaway, don't be afraid to call me. I promise I won't stop you but ask if I can run with you.
If one day you don't wanna listen to anyone, call me. I promise to be there for you but also promise to remain quiet.
But one day, if you call & there's no answer, come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you.
Bye for now :)
If one day you wanna runaway, don't be afraid to call me. I promise I won't stop you but ask if I can run with you.
If one day you don't wanna listen to anyone, call me. I promise to be there for you but also promise to remain quiet.
But one day, if you call & there's no answer, come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you.
Bye for now :)