Monday, June 20, 2011
Remembering little things. @ 8:32 PM
Can I tell you guys something?Today is a good day despite having exhausting coursework.
I finally saw this guy I used to like after 2 years of not seeing him.
Starting off, he is not cute. Seriously.
But then again when I like someone, I really don't go for looks.
I had a really huge crush on him, like for 2 years? -__-
Yes, I know I suck.
He lives a bus stop away from me, and he used to be from my school, and we always saw each other on the train each morning, but I'd be invisible to him. But it was cool to follow his back to school you know, like he had the nicest back ever. I have no idea why I noticed that. Maybe because he was tall and had broad shoulders?
I swear I have no idea why I used to like him so much. It's so ridiculous.
Yeah, he didn't like me, and we had some misunderstandings.
Misunderstandings which I indirectly caused ._.
I tried to explain myself but I always went jelly in front of him ):
So after he graduated, I wrote this super long letter to him explaining the misunderstandings we had and I kind of confessed that I like him.
He didn't write back.
It was SO awkward for me on the bus as I remembered the letter.
He still looks the same, not much difference.
And yes, he's the "J' everyone has been asking me about.
I just want to say, my heart still skips a beat when I see him, though I guess I don't like him anymore. I still think of him once in a while.
Up till now, I totally have no clue why I liked him, but yeah, I guess that's just it.
Okay I just wanted to say this la. BYE.
I just re-read the letter. Embarrassing fuckkkkk, AHHHH *runs around whole house*
BYE.
No wait. I not embarrassed already, cause I just talked to Eugene on the phone. He's at Jurong, HAHAHAH. He is super hilarious. K, I miss Eugene. No longer embarrassed. Yes I know this is a retarded post, HEH.
