I could use somebody.

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Monday, January 23, 2012

Issues. @ 7:06 AM

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I've lost 10kg since, and yet, I feel like there's no difference at all. I'm still just as fat. There are so many clothes I still can't fit into, and feel like I might never fit into. Worse still, I feel like I can lose another 10kg, and I am still going to be fat. I will.

Collarbones, Shoulder blades, Thigh gap, Flat stomach, Thin arms, will I ever achieve it? I feel like a failure sometimes. Just let me win for once?

I don't want to always feel so bad about myself. It's tiring.

memories
in cold decay.