Monday, April 2, 2012
Oh hi. @ 1:49 AM
Hi. It's like 2 in the morning now, I just showered and I'm sitting in my living room. Naked.
Okay maybe not naked. With a towel. LOL.
So, I don't know what I want to talk about, but I feel like I'm missing something in my life now, and I don't know what I'm missing actually. But the closest guess I've got is, I'm missing somebody special in my life.
Don't get me wrong, I have a lot of special people in my life, like Angela, Sijing, Lijie, Yijie, and many others, if you're reading this, you're probably one of them. But what I meant in terms of special, is like a guy, or maybe like a crazily crazy best friend at least?
Because I am now on my laptop, doing, I don't know what, until probably 5am before I go to bed. I know I have friends to go out everyday with but it's sooooo fucking boring at 3 in the morning when there is no guy to wait for me to go to bed first while talking to me on the phone or even a crazy best friend who is willing to stay up and talk bullshit with me.
I don't want it to be that way :( It reminds me of girl 'friends' that are on their phones all the time when we go out. Like, "I'm with @ArielLovesRock now! (:" Like hello, instead of talking to your twitter talk to me la aiyo. I know a lot of people who are guilty of doing that and it's so annoying to me. When I'm having fun with my friends, I tweet super little, like barely.
Damn I miss late night talks with Wangzhen, Carnie, Nizam, Ruiyi, Eugene. Oh my god especially Eugene when I fucking need a laugh. Cb he's damn funny. And Nizam and I could stay till till 5am talking about... Mosquitoes. Yes, mosquitoes. We're cool like that yo.
Okay sorry off topic. I'm just crazily bored and alone now, I refuse to use lonely because it sounds emo, and I'm not feeling emo because I am somehow talking to myself in my head as I type this post and I am making no sense. I'm just alone (: And it's so fucking boring, and I hate saying I'm bored unless I really fucking am. Can I have some crazy best friend now?
Okay bye. Yes. I just took this, I am not naked, in a towel, in my living room, taking a dumb photo of myself because there's nothing else to do, yes.
