Wednesday, May 9, 2012
Sense. @ 12:26 AM
I'm back! Very sleep deprived, only having 2-3 hours of sleep for the past week. I didn't have a photo of myself initially, except one I took with Lijie and he said he looked very retarded so I'm being very nice and I won't post it up hahahaha, it's for my own entertainment :P It seemed quite loser-ish(?) to have another blog post without a picture of myself so I just took one now.You can see poly is taking a toll on me. Showing how cui I am to you all. It's 12.30am+ now and I should be trying to adjust my body clock back so it'll be a short post! Can't believe I'm showing such a terrible picture of myself. NAH.
Then my gay best friend, HAHA. HE LOOKS LIKE A GIRL.
And Mr Whatever sleeping in a very awkward position LOL.
So anyway, what I wanted to talk about is girls.
I'm thankful that all my best friends are really good people. Let's just concentrate on the girls. I think they are lovely. They are beautiful. They don't smoke(not that I'll mind if they do), they don't hang out with gangs, they don't dress up like sluts and they are really beautiful people, both on the outside and the inside.
What I don't get is why guys prefer the typical 'Ah Lians'. I really cannot understand. Are they fucking blind? All of them flock over to cheap girls who claim they'll be in love forever and that they've "found their soul mate" and all that crap before breaking up in 2 weeks and getting a new boyfriend.
If I were lesbian, or if I were a guy, I'd make girls/my girlfriend feel like they are the most treasured people/person in this world. I'd treat a girl right, that's just what I'm trying to say.
My best friends of course have no lack of admirers, because they're so awesome, but I'm just wondering why guys are so dumb.
Plus, I just wanted to say I could never tolerate being around people who are so fake and mean all the time, even if they are really pretty on the outside. I will fucking die if they become my best friends omg. I just cannot tahan if they are fake and I'm so straightforward I might just tell it to their face, saying how much I hate it and we'll become mortal enemies, LOL. At least fake people as friends still acceptable, but I will never, ever, EVER, fucking have those fake bitchy girls as my best friends. If my best friend is an honest bitch, I wouldn't mind. Because I'm one too. Hey, at least I'm honest about being a bitch :) Everyone's a bitch, it's just whether they admit to it or not.
Lastly, poly life is improving and I'm adapting well, I guess. All of my mates are really smart and I'm barely keeping up. I have to work harder I guess! Hopefully things continue to get better. I'm glad I stuck through the storm and didn't transfer or anything. Really, when things hit rock bottom, it can only go up and get better :)
So yup, I just had to rant some of my thoughts and views out. Goodnight!
