Saturday, October 23, 2010
Day 1, my best friend. @ 11:59 AM
Kay, today is Day 1 of the challenge, and I'm supposed to introduce my bestfriend.
Kay, ya'll must be thinking it's Weiteng, Carnie, Sijing and Simin right?
Actually it's not, SORRY :/
It's actually dolphin.
I know it's kind of retarded to have a stuffed toy for a bestfriend but whatever kay.
All those late lonely nights, tear stained pillows, who was there for me?
NO ONE OKAY, only Dolphin.
Although I know he'll never read this post(cause he's a stuffed toy LOL) but I'm writing it anyway.
I think that Dolphin is really the best. Cause he understands how I feel.
When I'm crying because of any reason, family, friends, or just myself, he understands somehow.
I'll hug him and cry myself to sleep, and wake up with him still in my arms.
Although sometimes I drop him down the bed, but still I pick him up and say sorry.
And sometimes I forget about him.
But forgetting about him enables him to understand how I feel, how I feel when I'm forgotten by others.
And also those nights after watching a horror film, DAMN SCARED.
Everyone's asleep, then I can hug Dolphin and then I won't be scared anymore :)
I don't even need to speak to him. It's like when I just touch him, he can feel how I feel.
No matter happiness, sadness, fears or whatever complicated feelings I have, he understands.
Yes, I sound really dumb now, making a post about Dolphin.
I sound like some pathetic no life person who has no friends and hence, has something which is not even alive as a best friend. But you all won't get it somehow la.
I think if I have to part with him someday I'll miss him so much.
If I have a pet I think he/she will be my bestfriend lor, but I don't have.
Dolphin's all I got when I'm alone. When I have problems.
So, thank you Dolphin, for always being there when no one was.
Thanks for being with me when I needed someone.
When I felt so super duper ultra sad.
Thanks for understanding everything, how I feel.
Thanks, because I know you will always be there no matter what.
And yes, I really feel dumb now for posting this ._.
PS, I LOVE MY NEW BLOGSONGS, DAMN DAMN AWESOME MAX <3
