Sunday, October 31, 2010
Something's not the same, @ 10:57 PM
BOO! :) Missed me? Aww :P
So yeah, everyday has been rather eventful, hopefully no time to think about bad stuff LOL.
Otp with nizam until 5am+ in the morning yesterday (Y) Slept till 1.30pm LOL
Woke up, comp-ed prepared and met Evangeline and Nizam, trained all the way to somerset.
Shopped for a while cause Andy was late, then met him at forever 21.
OHMYGOD I swear it was damn awkward hahahah. Cause although me and him knew each other for so long, we never really met him. Then he wear till super formal, not like his usual bhb self, his voice also damn ahhh, not like him LOL. Seriously weird.
Evan was like damn funny, she thought it was a scam all the way, I kinda faked paid attention, then got one "malay" guy damn shuai please<3
We walked around for a while, then trained back, on the mrt so funny, we took a picture of a bangla, then like caused Evan's phone to drop, took a photo of a constipated Nizam and made all the people stare at us. Super funny, hahahahah. Pei Nizam and his brother buy dinner, bought my gel eyeliner, sent them off and reached home before 9pm.
Out with family for dinner after that, awesome :)
Finally felt some family love after a darn long time -__- but still, awesome :D
Ps, Sijing, we gonna pwn everyone :D
Day 9, someone I wish I could meet.
I wanna gonna write Adam Lambert<3 but.. IDK.
I wish I could meet God. I mean, I don't really believes he exists, but still.
I want to ask him, what's my purpose in life? Do you have something planned for me?
Will I ever find true happiness? Can I stop being so insecure?
Will someone finally see me as who I truely am, and not just based on looks?
Will someone really love me? Will I really love someone?
I have so many questions I want to ask, I need someone to give me the answers to.
I just feel so lost sometimes, and I feel as though my existence is just a big lie.
So yeah, I guess I'm someone who really needs someone for advice, and God, if he exists, might just be the perfect guy to give me some.
Okay, END, I'm super tired, still got bridging tomorrow(FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK).
Probably gonna get a few hours of sleep and drag myself to school. Bye stalkers.
Okay, I haven't used my gel eyeliner and my lil' bro spoiled it(accidentally alr), wahpiang, $6! !@#$% -_________-
